An Inner Note of Memories

February 1, 2020,

My younger brother Mike, born Kit Laverne Current, on this day. He passed in October 2014. He would of been 66 today! We would of been 66,67,68 years old this year! I always remember this little tid bit! Then when my older brother, born Allen Wade Current, turns 69 on July 1, 2020 it changes.  What a wonder, the God has taken care of us as our Mother Dolla Converse Weaver lost her children to a wicked man, our Dad! I hope he turned his life over to Jesus before he passed! But my mother Dolla must of longed for us! Looked for us for 60 years or more. Plus knew the power of prayer because I found her in 2015. God is merciful and gracious! He gave us a big gift and her a huge gift that we found each other before she went home to Jesus in 2017.  God is so amazing! These verses in Ephesians 1:11-12 says it all!

Ephesians 1:11-12 The Message (MSG)

11-12 It’s in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone.

In Christ is who we are and He knew all of my journey before I was even born-He found me and I chose Him when He revealed Himself to me! I surrendered my all to Him. He has guided and taught me all about Himself In and through His Word, The Bible! I sought Him and He showed me how to live walking in His Son’s ways not my way! He lead me to His Saving Grace, Jesus Christ! He made me whole and now I know my purpose in each season of my life. He had a perfect plan and purpose for me. He gave me my Journey! He Delivers and kept all His promises to me and my Mom Dolla. Blessed my parents with children! God knew what kind of parents we needed. They needed us and we needed us to give them unconditional Love and be a family! He works out everything and everyone to give Him Honor and Glory for all the Great things He has done! Fabulous, Fantastic, He puts the puzzle together into a beautiful painting of my journey that praises and honors Him for all He has done! I hope I bring Glory to your Name Lord and Touch the lives of those around me! Those who are lost and off the track of their lives! I hope as I am running this race I am planting the seeds of the Gospel! Then you do the rest almighty God! I hope I will be commended for the work I have done for you Lord! You have taught through your Word how to live life to be happy, strong, sensitive, passionate, forgiving! The desires of the flesh, are dwindling and my soul is strong in your Holy Spirit not my will but yours.

Psalm 37:4 New King James Version (NKJV)

Delight yourself also in the Lord,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart.

My heart grieves again for the loss of Mom Dolla husband Jim Weaver! He truly was a wonderful man! He gave my Mom so much Love! When I met him, he gave me a love as his daughter! My brother and I and my husband Bobby so enjoyed our visits these last few years! They were just full of love, friendship, laughter and weeping together! God through Dolla gifted me with more family! I have a sister-in-law, neices, nephews, cousins. My aunt Donna and her husband Bob. Another aunt who lives in Great Falls named Aunt Bonnie! It gets big!
Just wanted to share this amazing God Happening of my life! Sometimes you wonder if life is going to get better after many sad relationships, health problems and death unexpectedly! God always kept me near to Him! He has Blessed me so! When I thought I wasn’t loved or cared about, He showed me He did! I know Love now more bigger then I ever thought their could be for me! Life just keeps getting better and better!
Pray and Let God move the mountains! I just need to do my part and lean into Him for Wisdom, Forgiveness, Power and Love to live this journey in His name and not in my own! Freedom and Contentment! Oh My!

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